# The Function of Struggle

“Hope is a function of struggle.”
-CR Snyder

People really hate math class. They love to say, “I’m 40 and I’ve never once used calculus.” But you never hear people say, “I’m 40 and I’ve never once used the knowledge that Genghis Khan died in 1227 AD.” Why is that? It’s weird. Especially since math is everywhere. Even in suffering and struggle.

My mom is a math teacher, and the other day she was commenting to me how she appreciates that algebra math students are now instructed to solve a function rather than just solve for a variable.

For her, f(x)=1+x^2 > y=1+x^2. (Don’t worry, all the math in this post is made up and unnecessary to understanding the main point. It is fun though, to find a Gospel application even for algebraic notation.)

At first, this made no sense to me. It’s all the same, right? It’s just a semantic difference. Swap y for f(x) for z for the word banana… it’s all just a representation of a variable right?

But no, she said. Functions are different than variables. Once you solve a function, you can apply it to any number set, or combine it with any other function. Functions become building blocks that can be combined, transformed, modified and shifted. They are much more than an individual variable, they are a single component in a broader tapestry of understanding the world around us. And it’s not just math. Functions are everywhere and can be applied to anything. Once you start thinking with functions, you can better understand almost any causal relationship.

CR Snyder (who I don’t know… obvi) didn’t know I had that conversation with my mom. He did, however, give us an interesting function to test our theory with.

So: If hope is a function of struggle, what are its properties? What are its components? How do we get from struggle to hope? How do we define the struggle function? (What does “function of” mean?)

Multiple choice tests taught me that it’s always easier to work backwards (and that’s the only thing), so let’s start with the product. What is hope a direct function of?

# Hope is a function of character.

Brene Brown describes hope this way: “Hope is not an emotion, but a cognitive behavioral process that we learn when we experience adversity, when we have relationships that are trustworthy, when we have faith in our ability to get out of a jam.” That cognitive behavioral process could be described as your character. After all, who you are… what your character is… is just a combination of all the different behavioral processes you exhibit. (That’s as clinical as it gets… stick with me.)

Hope is not an emotion. Hope is a function of character.

hope = hope(character(x))

Or: more character leads to more hope.

# Character is a function of endurance.

We have a useful start, but remember we can modify functions, we can combine them and transform them. So what is character a function of? Endurance.

Endurance is the ability to continue through discomfort. Research shows that the best distance runners in the world have a higher pain tolerance than the average person, but not a higher pain threshold. That means they feel pain at the same point but don’t succumb to it as quickly as you or I. They have trained themselves to be able to endure.

Which sounds a lot like this function which produces character right? Things in our lives will hurt, they will be uncomfortable, but in enduring (and in properly addressing and dealing with those issues) we build character. The ability to do it again tomorrow, but better. We’re distance runners building our endurance.

character = character(endurance(x))

Or: more endurance leads to more character.

# Endurance is a function of struggle.

Maybe you saw this when we were talking about building endurance, but you can’t have endurance if there is nothing to endure. I mean, by definition, endurance implies pain or discomfort. The Google definition for endurance is, “the fact or power of enduring an unpleasant or difficult process or situation without giving way.” The without giving way part is interesting because it implies a control or effort being exerted. A resistance to the pain being presented.

There is no endurance without struggle.

endurance = endurance(struggle(x))

Or: more struggle leads to more endurance.

And with that, we have all we need to make our proof:

hope = hope(character(endurance(struggle(x)))

CR Snyder’s logic was right, but it wasn’t complete. Hope is a function of struggle, but what is struggle a function of? What sets this whole chain reaction in motion?

# Struggling is a function of suffering.

Endurance is “the fact or power of enduring an unpleasant or difficult process or situation without giving way.” It’s the ability to prolong your struggle, which can only be brought about by struggling. We can only struggle in the face of pain. In the face of suffering. I mean, try to struggle while comfortable on a beach with a tiki drink in your hand. Just as we cannot build endurance without first struggling. We cannot struggle without first suffering.

struggling=struggle(suffering(x))

hope = hope(suffering(x))

Or: more suffering leads to more hope.

# Solving the suffering function gives us hope.

And are we surprised?

Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us. (Romans 5:3-5 ESV)

All of this is to say that in a non-intuitive way, your suffering today is a gift. The losses and difficulties are building in you a hope for the one who will not disappoint you. Tomorrow might not be brighter than today, but there is coming a day that will be much much brighter.

Take a minute to think about a struggle you have had. What is something you struggle with at work? Can you feel traces of endurance building up? Can you see shadows of your character strengthening? Do you find even the smallest amount of hope where previously there was none?

Now, what’s a hard or painful thing you could do at work today? What is a pain or suffering to struggle against? Start struggling.

# 3 sentences that will revolutionize the way you work

It sounds click-batey but it’s true. Here are three sentences that are absolutely revolutionizing my work. They’ll do the same for you. [Full disclosure – They were inspired by the book “Let Me Be a Woman” (I was reading it by the pool, but don’t worry, it has a very masculine cover.)]

Let me be… a worker?

These three sentences are meant to be personalized and then recited whenever you are feeling lazy, scared, apathetic, frustrated, disrespected, belittled, arrogant, short tempered, or a thousand other negative ways.

These three sentences work in every situation, good or bad, and have a special way of tuning your attitude rightly. Seriously, it’s like oxiclean for your attitude (Lame analogy… Even I am rolling my eyes.)

Three sentences. I’ll give them to you all up front, then we will go through them one by one.

“Today, I am called to be a ________. The fact that I am a ________ does not make me a different kind of Christian, but the fact that I am a Christian does make me a different kind of ________. For I have accepted God’s idea of me today, and my whole life is an offering back to Him of all that I am and all that he wants me to be.”

## “Today, I am called to be a _______.”

Sometimes you just need to be reminded that the work ahead of you today, this hour, this minute is a calling from God. (Because it is a calling from God.)

When the Corinthians asked Paul how they should live and what they should do for work after being converted to Christianity, he answered them this way: “Let everyone lead the life which the Lord assigned to him, and in which God has called him.”

In other words, Paul said, “keep doing what you are doing. If you’re a blacksmith, that’s your assignment from the Lord and your calling from God. The same is true if you’re a butcher a baker, or a candlestick maker.” (Little known fact about Paul: biiiiiig fan of the nursery rhyme.)

So this first sentence, “Today, I am called to be a __________.” Is a reminder and affirmation that your work has significance to God himself. He’s asking you to do it (not just your boss).

For me, this sentence might read:
– Today, I am called to be an investment banker.
– In the next hour I am called to finish this memo.
– In the next 5 minutes I am called to answer these emails.

Simple truth. Easy reminder. It gets me out of my laziness pretty quickly. My motivation for doing the task ahead isn’t for anyone other than God himself, which is much more motivating to me than working for a boss I may not agree with or being prompt in my email responses “just because.” Maybe you’re the same way.

This reminder isn’t simply about the fact that we’re working for God though. It’s that he cares about the work we are doing. Afterall, why would he call you to a task that had no value to him? He wouldn’t. (1)

## “The fact that I am a __________ does not make me a different kind of Christian, but the fact that I am a Christian does make me a different kind of __________.”

There is both humility and pride in this statement. Can you see the humility? Your specific calling doesn’t gain you any special standing (bummer if you have a cool job). But it also offers pride because your specific calling can’t demote you to a shameful position (that’s good for you to hear if you think your job is low and without purpose.)

Secretly, we like to think that people with cool or sexy jobs are somehow better Christians. But no matter your job, you’re not a different type of Christian. God shows no partiality to your title, he’s after your heart.

(As a side note, and maybe it points out the absurdity that we think certain jobs earn us a better standing with God – for some people, being a pastor or missionary qualifies as a sexy job… others scoff at this position and think that the title of trial attorney or tech-startup founder qualifies as a cool job worthy of God’s approval… both of these groups disagree whole heartedly… neither are correct. But we digress.)

By reminding ourselves that we’re not a different type of Christian, we’re attacking all of the weird identity issues that come along with our work. We’re attacking both the pride and the shame of our work, the self-righteousness and self-loathing.

Read it simply: The fact that I am a ______ doesn’t make me a different kind of Christian.

I hope this helps you remember that you aren’t your work. I hope this helps you see that the work ahead of you doesn’t define you – your faith does.

Now the second half of our statement attacks an entirely different issue in our hearts. “…but the fact that I am a Christian does make me a different kind of _________.”

While the fact that you are a banker or construction worker or speech pathologist doesn’t change God’s view of you or your ability to interact with him, your identity as a child of God changes everything about the way you approach being those things.

As a Christian, you will be upright, steadfast, honest, diligent, fearless, faithful, compassionate, encouraging, patient, forgiving, shrewd, generous, and on and on… (1)

For me, when I remind myself that I will work differently, it usually encourages me to work harder. For you though, it may encourage you to be less stressed about deadlines. Or maybe you take a bigger creative risk. Or maybe you pay a little more attention to the details. Or maybe you’re a little more generous with your time and attitude.

## “For I have accepted God’s idea of me today, and my whole life is an offering back to Him of all that I am and all that he wants me to be.”

The last of the three sentences falls into the category of “simple, but not easy.” (It may be the hardest.)

To accept God’s idea of you today means to accept every part of you. That includes all of your strengths, but also the parts about you that you currently view as weaknesses. Your lack of intellect, charisma, physical strength. The mole above your left eye, the way you sometimes say “you too” to a waiter who says “enjoy your meal”, the funny way you sign off on emails.

When you accept God’s idea of you, you accept that God created you a certain way, unique. And in that uniqueness he’s given you both strengths and weaknesses that he hasn’t given others.

You accept that God is the only perfect being and that you are not perfect.

Once you accept that, it is easier to affirm that today is an offering of praise to him. Your “whole life is an offering back to him of all there you are and all that he wants you to be.” All of your being. All of your life. Not part of it. All of it.

That means your weaknesses are used as an offering of praise, right alongside your strengths. This isn’t to say that we throw our hands up and give up on improving. But it does mean we don’t worry so much about comparing our weaknesses against other’s strengths (there’s so much freedom there anyways). We’re grateful for who God has made us to be and we respond accordingly.

## “Today, I am called to be a _______. The fact that I am a __________ does not make me a different kind of Christian, but the fact that I am a Christian does make me a different kind of __________. For I have accepted God’s idea of me today, and my whole life is an offering back to Him of all that I am and all that he wants me to be.”

I don’t have a clever way to end this. No gimmick. Just a simple request: take a minute, type out (or write down) your affirmation of work, then print it out and put it somewhere you can see it. If you get off track while working, look at the note you wrote yourself. Remind yourself as frequently as you need to. (sometimes I read it three times before I get it.) I guarantee (2) it will make a difference.

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(2) Here’s the guarantee: If these three sentences don’t change the way you work, feel free to crumple them into a ball and throw them at me the next time we see each other. (I won’t even be mad.)

# Manifesto

I want you to come alive. Maybe even for the first time.

I want your answer to the questions, “What do you do?” and “What do you want to do?” to be the exact same thing. Life is too short, and the world too desperately needy for what you you have to offer, for anything else.

Can I tell you a secret? That’s what God wants for you as well. God isn’t interested in your mediocre. He’s not interested in you curbing your dreams and desires because you are scared, or tired, or ill-equiped (or any other excuse you like to use for that matter.) God created you for something specific, and he’d be ever so pleased if you woke up to that fact and started doing what you were created to do. (You know you’d  be pleased too.)

But our reality is much different from what we, or God, want: We sit at jobs we don’t particularly like, doing tasks we don’t particularly enjoy, for pay that’s less than we think we deserve. We work for bosses who don’t seem to appreciate us, see our family and friends less than we’d like to, waste the free time we do have, and generally feel kind of ‘ick’ at the end of each week. We carry a nagging guilt because our day jobs “aren’t holy”, or because we aren’t spiritual enough, or because we don’t evangelize enough… (and the list goes on and on.)

It’s draining. Every day is draining.

And is this really all there is? Is this what God planned for us? Does God want us to lead unfulfilling lives of compromise?

Hell no! And I’m here to prove it.

God wants you to be fully alive. God wants you to be fearless and focused. God wants the best of you and for you.

And that’s where this blog comes in. It isn’t about guilting you in to being a better person. It’s not about shaming you into working harder, or using fear to drive you to advancement. It isn’t even about quitting your job, or taking a life changing trip across the globe, or starting a side business.

Task and Toil is about you seeing that everything you do has meaning and purpose, no matter how mundane it may first seem. It’s about igniting your passion and showing you that the opportunities are limitless. It’s raw power – for the most menial of tasks and the largest of life’s decisions. But it’s not for the faint of heart.

Our journey together will not always be easy, but it will be built on a solid hope, a firm foundation. Exuberant yet restrained. Calm but driven. Punch-drunk but sober. It’s a tangled mess of seeming contradictions that are beautiful in every sense of the word. It’s built on the Gospel. The true Gospel. The living and breathing Gospel. The Gospel of Power. The Gospel of Might. It is good news that matters. Not theory. Action.

Task and Toil is a quiet whisper of confidence: you can do this because you have support. You can do this because you aren’t defined by this. You can do this because you are loved for who you are. You can do this because you are free.

Task and Toil is about uncovering what you were put on this earth to do, coming to grips with who you truly are, kicking fear square in the chest, punching sin right in it’s stupid face, and coming alive… truly alive… maybe for the first time even.

If you’re reading this right now, there is no doubt in my mind that I know two very specific things about you:

1. You are entirely unique – there’s no one on this planet like you.
2. You were put on this earth to do something entirely unique that no one else could ever hope to do.

(Argue with me about those two if you want, but you’ll be wrong.)

Wouldn’t it be a shame if you never did what you were created for? Don’t let that happen.

Everyone has a different calling. Let’s figure out what yours is.

And then, together, let’s get out there and do it.

# Dignity of All Work

The dignity of all work(2) is a theme that gets brought up a lot. If you understand why all work is dignified, it will radically change the way you view your work. Guaranteed.

Simple truth: All work is dignified.

Another way to say that might be to say that all work has worth.

All types of work, if it’s work with your hands or work with your mind, has dignity.  All work offers us dignity because it reflects the image of God in us.

Work has dignity because it is something that God does, and because we get to do it in God’s place here on earth. All kinds of work have dignity. (3)

Our God is complex and diverse, with many characteristics. No single person (outside Jesus) could ever hope to reflect all of his attributes and characteristics.

Let me paint a picture for you (4): a woman sits in a penthouse board room making quarterly projections for a fortune 500 company, as she’s talking, an intern brings her a cup of coffee, outside of the office janitorial staff clean the restrooms.

When you think about those roles – CEO, intern, janitorial staff – you may feel a gap. You might be thinking “those things aren’t like the other. Even Dora the Explorer could explain that.” But the gap you perceive isn’t a gap in dignity, it’s a gap in responsibility, or a gap in function.

Each of those individuals reflects a unique aspect of God which brings their work unique dignity and worth.

The CEO, the intern, the janitor (and the barista!) – they all face unique challenges throughout the day with unique opportunities to serve God and others. They each reflect a unique image of a glorious God.

This has implications for you too. Where do you sit right now? What do you do? I promise you that no matter where you are or what your or position is, you have a totally unique opportunity to reflect God’s character in a way no one else can.

I promise you that.

Your work matters today because it is fully unique. No one. No. One. Can bear God’s image the specific way you can. (1)

(1) Hey! Was that last line useful? As it turns out, it was less than 140 characters… you could tweet it. That’s a thing I would appreciate.

(2) When I say all work, I mean most work… some work is excluded. For example: the job of a pimp is not one that aligns with or reflects God’s character. Outside the obvious outliers though, pretty much everything works out.

(3) Did I say dignity enough? Has the word stopped making sense yet?

(4)  But not really “paint” a picture… It’s a word picture… that’s a real thing I just made up.

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# We’re All Serving Someone

I just read this piece, Inside the Barista Class, by Molly Osberg. It’s pretty long, but interesting. I’m having a hard time recommending you read the whole thing, but I’ll provide a link below. She is discussing being a Barista, and her experience in NYC. Blah blah blah… then this:
Serving can be deeply satisfying work, physically and emotionally; I’ve rarely felt more in my body than on those days when I got the math right, pulled the lever down on the espresso machine as I reached for the next cup, knocked out ninety drinks in an hour. But service isn’t considered lesser than other professions because it’s less honorable, or even requires fewer skills. I’d love to see a graphic designer take apart each component of an ancient espresso machine for which no manual exists, or watch a fact-checker talk a junkie out of a bathroom without getting the police involved. The knowledge required to read a customer, to justify the processes and origins of that \$12 cup of coffee, is just as specialized as knowing what a nut graph is. And, to be perfectly real, this is New York, and America, and the world; just a couple steps up the food chain, we’re all serving someone.
These jobs are seen as lesser because we made them this way.

And oh man. Isn’t that great? Isn’t it so true?

Serving is dignified and respectable. Serving can be deeply physically and emotionally satisfying. Serving isn’t lesser.

But we try to make service lesser. (Who is we? Collective we? Societal we?)

When you serve someone, you get to imitate a savior who served you at great cost. His service was humiliating and painful, but he served you because it was his joy to do so. When you serve faithfully, you get to honor God in your service and bring him glory.

If you work in food service (or any other service) you get to actively mimic Jesus’ service to us. And you get to do that every minute you’re on the clock. That sounds like vocational ministry.

So I guess the point is –

Baristas are pastors. (I’m not kidding) (Tweet that.)

Isn’t service great?

Link to the article because I promised (but don’t feel obligated.) – Link

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